She came back to her normal routine - Anger, Ego, Frustration

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So, we enjoyed both the marriages, flat muhurat, Diwali. And believe me, it was a great pain in the ass to keep calm in front of her and my parents. She is totally unbearable and untolerable now.

We have no relation, no feelings. She kept finding ways to shout, taunts, show her anger for no reason. Yesterday as well, I had to give it back saying: "Its not possible to talk with you. 8/10 talks ended in quarrel".

I was playing with kids inside room, she kept blabbering. I somehow kept my cool, and went outside to play with kids. I vent my frustration on the ball.

And, her usual. She can not prepare my food plate. I mean, she does nothing except shout and unecessary counting her work.

This reminds me of her morning.

We came late last night from wedding at around 2 AM. We slept late, keeping in mind that we will slept till late. Daksh will take off. In morning, I woke up at 7:15 for milk-wala, maid. And, slept again. I had to do my office. I woke-up again at 9 AM. I did not disturb her or kids. She wake up at 9:30 AM. As soon as she wakes up, she started shouting. I'm wake up since long, so many tasks are pending. Daksh woke up. She kept shouting at him, you do it, you do that. 

I was not going to office, took my milk by myself. It was 11 AM, with no sign of breakfast. I asked politely, please prepare breakfast. She started shouting, I thought you were going to office, its getting so late, when will I goto bath, I thought of preparing breakfast after taking my bath, its not that late. I again asked politely, its late only then I asked you to prepare breakfast. She did it with full frustration.

I always wonder, if we wake up up late, then why so much hurry. To whom, you need to show that you are well bathed. At 2 PM, she asked will you eat lunch? It was full of guilt and frustration for me in asking her for food. I mean, come on. I said Yes, then I said, leave it, No. She again, went with looking visiblly frustrating. She prepared roti with yesterday's dal.

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